R.I.P

 

R.I.P: Ulka Chandini Pendit

Killed by Multimedia Database

Disk Scheduling, Multimedia data architecture , bla bla bla

zzzzzzzzzzzzz

Wish me luck for tomorrow x)

wish i can borrow someone's brain *sigh*

Almost There

I have been crying for some problems that bothering me lately x( and he appears:

him: ywdah skrg lakuin yg buat papi ka seneng

him: dapat ip bagus

him: itu kan juga termasuk

him: buat papi ka bangga,gak sia"kan duit'a slma ka bljr 

him: gak usah mikirin org lain dulu

him: pertama kan buat kluarga bahagia

him: abis tu baru buat skliling bahagia

him: ckckcck

him: udahh ya ndut,jgn" sedih" lagi ahh

him: bljr lagi sanaa

him: love you

Anyway, Have you watched The Princess and Frog Movie? It's awesome! a suitable movie for those who almost give up for reaching their dreams. Well, you're almost there and just continue, you're gonna make it! 

This is one of the songs that the princess sing at beginning of movie, Enjoy!! 

Ost The Princess And The Frog – Almost There

Mama! I don’t have time for dancing!
That’s just gonna have to wait a while
Ain’t got time for messing around
And it’s not my style
This old town can slow you down
People taking the easy way
But I know exactly where I’m going
Getting closer and closer every day
And I’m almost there, I’m almost there
People down here think I’m crazy, but I don’t care
Trials and tribulations, Ive had my share
There ain’t nothing gonna stop me now cause I’m almost there
I remember Daddy told me: Fairytales can come true
You gotta make ‘em happen, it all depends on you”
So I work real hard each and every day
Now things for sure are going my way
Just doing what I do
Look out boys, I’m coming through
And I’m almost there, I’m almost there
People gonna come here from everywhere
And I’m almost there
I’m almost there
There’s been trials and tribulations
You know I’ve had my share
But I’ve climbed the mountain, I’ve crossed the river
And I’m almost there, I’m almost there
I’m almost there!

So, i just need to fasten my seat belt harder and make this a wonderful journey of my last semester. I'm gonna struggle for final exam and get FOUR FLAT GPA. Then i'll go to Tunisia for internship and  have my convocation next year. Finally i will work as Augmented Reality Fashion Designer and live in Paris, like i always dream. 

"Fairytales can come true, You gotta make ‘em happen, it all depends on you”

Thank you for making me smile, Bono coco x) you are my boy and always be *)

For my Dad, you are the Greatest Father i have ever had. I just can say, Thank You for Everything x)) 

May you always be on my way, Allah SWT xD

hugs and kisses,

have a sweet study!

Please

"Sukur lo Pul.."

"Apa sih Ulka?"

I don’t like those words and if you are a kind of persons who tolerate each other please do not use those kind of irritating words to me. I really don’t like. Thank for your understanding.

Ethnic, mind and heart Relations

All i want just now: concentrating to ethnic relations note. I know i can do the exam tomorrow. i understand about Malaysian society, religion, education, economy, culture, races, ethnic, election, vision of 2020, etc.

I'm pretty sure i can get A for this paper. Please don't disturb me devil, i want to concentrate now. Don't bring along my mind to everywhere. i just want to visit those notes, those words. Please i'm begging you now. I don't have any chance beside this semester. My last semester to get better GPA. And you should help me to stick and glue me at same place same position which is in front of the desk. Maybe i will follow you  later but not right now. This my future and more important than anything in this world. 

Ya Allah, please center my heart and mind on ethnic relation subject. I know you are gonna help me and you will make all devils go away from my surrounding. And it's only me and those notes, alone. Reading. Understanding. Until i'm sure i can do it. And tomorrow i will have a big smile after doing the test. Then call my mom, tell her, "Mom, i have done my exam beautifully!". Finally, tomorrow night, she will  be proud and dream about me, her lovely daughter.    

oow, really? then let's mix along with those who different from you. Why?

Let's go back to ethnic relations xD~

Have a happy mix along, fellas!
Hug hug *)

Final-Friendship (FF) Exam

Hollaaaaaaa (screaming) xD
how's life people? hope everything's fine x)
well, many things happened lately and i learned about something in the end. Let's check these out:

1. Final Exam is coming. (Noooooo) x'(

My schedule is 22, 28, 29, 2, 10. Sound's perfect, huh?
22: Ethnic Relations            Difficult level: Medium
28: User Centered Design   Difficult level: Medium
29: Multimedia Database    Difficult level: Hard
2: Ergonomics                    Difficult level: Medium
10: French Languange        Difficult Level: Medium
Tomorrow i'll have Ethnic Relations exam and still not memorize all the notes huff Actually this subject is easy yeah i have to admit that words "easy" but i'm boring to memorize and i need to do the questions now (no not yet!) huheuehue i'm still have 3 and half chapters to read *Hiuuuffff

2.  A BET for GPA this semester

What's the BET? yeah i'm doing a bet for my final semester result. with my two lovely juniors: Nurul&Rossi. First we state our target yeah we have different targets: Nurul : GPA 3.60-3.70 and Rossi: GPA 3.50-3.70. Me: 3.90-4.00. The punishment: for whom who reach below her target must dance and sing with the band yeah this is the most spectacullllaaaaah band. Please Welcome, S*mash! with their sophisticated song: I Heart
You. *huahahahahah That person also must take 20 photos with full make up and different style. oh my this is gonna be amazing! and of course will be uploaded to Facebook *hueheheheehe I can't imagine if i have to dance with the I heart you song and take photos (almost forget) with the paper written: "To my parents, I'm sorry to dissapointed you. I promise not to repeat this GPA again." lalalalalala, with full make up and photo with this paper and uploaded to facebook such a bad idea. But this challenge is already motivated us for reaching out target. Hopefully x) If i'm lazy to study i remember this challenge and i'm ready for studying xD

3. I learned about friendship rules and how you should behave to other people:

~Don't use CAPSLOCK for explaining something if it's not really important.
Cuz capslock means you are angry, screams and it's not good for using it in front of many people. Actually it's good for emphasis something but please tell your purpose. "Sorry for using caps lock i just want to stress on it. thanks" it's for avoiding any people who are sensitive because of your caps lock.

~Listen from two sides not only one of them

Yeah, this is special for the war in friendship. If both of your friends are fighting please be neutral and listen from each of them. This will help you unite them again.

~Many backstabber in this world and yes people talk you in behind

if you do something that you think it's right and people think it's wrong that will make the people talk about you. And have you heard about backstabber? he or she stabs you from behind and you never know until someone tell you or you see by yourself. One thing you should learn why those people talk about you is your behavior. Maybe you have done something wrong but you didn't realize. But if you do something for your own good and people like talk about you and they seems envy to you, just go ahead. You must differentiate which one you must take as suggestion and others who just want you to go down.

~Sometimes it's not as good as you see from outside

If you see the photos of group of friends are really happy and solid maybe it's not like it looks from outside.If you see they look like spend time together and like each other, once again, it's not the real inside. Cuz sometimes the inside is like a broken glass: crack, fragile, weak but this glass pushes itself to be shiny, glow, so others can see them as beautiful glass. it's a good idea to be outstanding than the others but the first thing to do is putting the glue on those separate cracks so all elements become one and unite together. Then it will become shinier than others.

~Go away, show off!

don't be show off, fellas. yeah, show off is gonna make people questioning,"What are this person doing, huh?"
it is really annoying even you don't realize about that. It's not good in religion and you must be obedient with religion rules, right? show off with photos, Facebook status or tweet in twitter, or anything it's annoying and it's better if you off your show! hehehe

~Talk with people whom you never talked with

If you are a type of person who is really stick with your gank or girlfriends and sometimes you are boring and stuck with them. I suggest you go or talk with other person apart from your circle of friends. You will find something different and new point of view from normally you get. And it will make you have new vision and get better.

~If you can't find gank of girlfriends then it's okay if you just be alone and be friends with all people

hemm actually i had girlfriends gank long time ago and i have also in here but they already gone. They stick with 4 persons and i'm alone. Actually i usually play with them but they only limit their photos and rooms for them only. Even, some of them still talks about their friends means our friends that they don't like about her but still they comeback with that room and many events with their photos. And i realize that maybe it's better if you don't have any gank and make friends from many different type of people.

~Keep your mouth from everyone

Especially for those who always be the listeners of other people problem. Yes, you have to be a trustworthy dude! and just be okay if today a friend who talks about bad things of other friend, comeback and play again with the friend that she talked to you yesterday. It's normal, people talk about others and they will comeback. For good or other bad mission, just be careful. If you know about many people story just keep that in mind and make it lesson for life. Cuz  it's cool to learn from other people mistakes xD

~Study SMART and think positive

Study lazy but SMART because study hard will be ruined if you are not smart to manage it in the end.hehehe
Think positive and you will get what you want beibeh! x)) Don't worry, this universe will help to make your dreams come true. Amin xD

Finally, Have an AMAZING final exam *)) Wish us all the best! and like this tittle said Final-Friendship Exam, there's also a "final exam" for friendship where all members given a "final exam" to see whether they re really commit with that friendship.
Thank you Allah SWT for everything you have given to me. Alhamdulillah x))

PS: Happy 32nd Anniversary my greatest boy and friend ever, Febrian Amran! Love you more Bono Coco!

Have a sweet exams fellas xD~

Song of the day = MYMP - Waiting in Vain

What Happen?  

i have waited for confirmation of my internship from Metra Company in Tunisia. 

Wajih Talik (The company manager) already promised he would gave me answer whether 

i can do my internship there or not on Saturday,which is yesterday. 

But until now (already Sunday) , no news and no answer. X(  

i have already waited for three days for this company only and have not counted for other 

company (i have been rejected before) for many months *sigh* 

i'll have internship on 20th December but until now i still can't answer when my friends ask, 

"Where will you do your internship?" where all my friends already knew their internship 

place and i still wait and wait. *medium sigh*  

I have sms the AIESEC TN from Tunisia, her name's Khadija and she said she'll give me 

the number of Wajih Talik but until now (again and again) she haven't replied my message. 

oh my, i have lost my 55 cents and my credit balance now:RM 0.13 *long sigh*

What song? Let's sing along with MYMP-Waiting in Vain ;)  

sorry i can't upload the video cuz youtube.com is blocked in my campus *shiit* 

You can see the lyric and it's very suitable for you who have been waiting in vain 

for someone. Yet, i have been waiting in vain for my internship huff x(  

MYMP - Waiting in Vain 

From the very first time I rest my eyes on you boy
My heart said follow through
But I know now that I'm way down on your line
But the waiting feeling's fine
So don't treat me like a puppet on a string
Cause I know how to do my thing

don't talk to me as if you think I'm dumb
i wanna know when your gonna come

I don't wanna wait in vain for your love
I don't wanna wait in vain for your love
I don't wanna wait in vain for your love
I don't wanna wait in vain for your love

Summer is here, I'm still waiting there
Winter is here and I'm still waiting there

Like I said
It's been three years since I've been knocking at your door
And I still can knock some more
Ooh boy, ooh boy
Is it crazy love?
for i do knock some more
You see in life I know
There's lots of grief
But your love is my relief, yeah

Tears in my eyes burn
Tears in my eyes burn
While I'm waiting, while I'm waiting for my turn, oh

I don't want to wait in vain for your love
I don't want to wait in vain for your love
I don't want to wait in vain for your love
I don't want to wait in vain for your love

you know i
you know i
I don't wanna wait in vain
no no no i you know i
I don't wanna wait in vain

It's your love that I'm waiting oh
It's my love that your running from
It's your love that I'm waiting oh
It's my love that your running from

I don't want to wait in vain for your love
I don't want to wait in vain for your love
I don't want to wait in vain for your love
I don't want to wait in vain for your love

Dedicated to: YOU and I

To         : YOU 

Subject : whom i care about

~ Gw harap elo bisa lebih kuat lagi karena lo enggak akan tau siapa yang bakal ada buat elo. Enggak semua orang bisa ada di saat elo butuh karena mereka punya urusan masing-masing. Lebih baik elo berubah perlahan-lahan mengatasi kekurangan yang elo punya karena at least nantinya elo bisa berdiri di atas diri elo sendiri tanpa mengecewakan orang-orang terdekat elo selama ini."

~ Gw enggak suka diremehin dan perlu elo tahu kalo selama ini kata-kata elo udah menyakiti gw. Banyak orang yang di luar sana tertawa namun dalam hatinya menangis dan mendendam karena kata-kata yang menusuk perasaannya. Gw suka bercanda tetapi bukan berarti elo bisa remehin gw semau elo, memaksakan kehendak elo, menyuruh-nyuruh gw untuk kemauan elo. KIta udah sering banget melewati tahap perseteruan tetapi elo gak pernah tahu benar-benar gw gimana begitu pun sebaliknya. Kenapa? Karena elo enggak pernah mau terbuka apa yang elo mau ke gw dan setiap gw pengen melakukan itu elo pasti menghindar. Gw udah menyatakan apa yang gw mau ke elo tetapi elo gak pernah mau terbuka sama gw. Elo selalu bilang kalo, "Idih enggak usah diumbar gitu juga kali ya" dan satu kata lain "Sebelum dia ninggalin gw, gw bakal ninggalin dia". Wow! applause buat elo yang udah langsung ninggalin orang-orang yang mungkin elo rasa enggak cocok sama elo. Menurut gw persahabatan itu bukan soal meninggalkan sesaat elo tahu dia berbeda tetapi mengingatkan dan membantunya berubah menjadi lebih baik. Dan keterbukaan satu sama lain itu penting kalo enggak kita enggak bakal sama-sama tahu maunya kita gimana. Well, makasih atas retak di sana-sini dan semoga kita bisa melekatkannya kembali.

~ Gw harap elo bisa menyadari kalo elo sudah mulai jauh dari kita. Elo lebih asik dengan dunia elo sendiri bersama teman-teman baru elo. Semoga elo bukan termasuk salah satu orang seperti kacang yang lupa akan kulitnya.

~ Gw enggak tahu musti gimana bilangnya ke elo. Gw harap kita bisa jadi sahabat baik satu sama lain. Semoga elo menemukan "dia" yang lain dan gw harap elo kembali dengan diri elo yang dulu. Gw yakin itu.

~ Gw pengen menghabiskan masa tua dengan elo. makasih udah menemani di kala saat apa pun. You're the one of the best thing happened in my life.

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To        : My self

Subject : Beautifully Bloody Straight A's

Gw mau skor di semester terakhir ini. target: 4.00. SERIUS. gw yakin bisa dapet A untuk semua subject karena standard nilai juga udah diturunkan meskipun gw enggak tahu kualitas soal naik atau enggak tapi satu yang gw tahu kalo kualitas belajar gw pasti naik. AMIN

karena mendapatkan Four Flat itu indah dan mendapatkannya pun dengan cara yang "indah".

-Lagi lagi "Killed By Multimedia Database" sebuah subject dengan 2 text book sangat tebal dan 800 revision slide *Sigh*

Have a nice day ahead,

Salam Semangat Selalu *)